studying, reading through my flash cards, I come to a word I don’t remember/know and take a break for failure to admit defeat.  I get on tumblr and well, the only blog I really care about right now is nicky’s and like, stomach lurch ensues - I try to take my mind away and get on facebook, no help, nothing helps, so back to studying to try to take my mind away from pain and grief and conflict.  

first word up:  dissonant
 ”complex, unstable tones of pain, grief, and conflict.”